Introduction, part II
- on me versus Arabs
But when you study a language, it helps a lot if you can work up some degree of enthusiasm and affection for culture and people, and this I've tried to.
I feel particularly affiliated with expatriats (refugees) who fled due to their opposition against totalitarian rulers and regimes, but I also have learned to know some Palestinians who fled misarable conditions under Israeli occupation.
It would be ridiculous of me to pose as objective. I most certainly am not. I am strongly in favor of democratic reforms in the Arab world (and in Persia and in Afghanistan...).
My own national heritage, and my knowledge of Europe's 19th and 20th century history, make me cautious about wars. I think the civilians' sufferings too often are far greater than their gain of any somehow "positive result" of a war. This doesn't at all make me a peacenik or a conscientious objector or anything like that. I agree that every country has an army — her own or someone else's. And I think conscription is natural for any healthy people. As is resistance against occupation.
I was also initially favoring an international military alliance with the agreed purpose to improve the situation for Iraq's population. However, the diplomatic crisis following the Security Councill resolution in November 2002 made me think that the conditions for a successful campaign were not yet met. My point of view was primarily one of legitimacy, although I also feared that the number of troops fluent in Arabic and understanding the culture in question would be insufficient if Arabic countries, and Arabic expatriats, couldn't be convinced of the importance of a mission.
Peace, justice, liberty and societal stability was what I hoped for — not only for the Iraqi people, but subsequently also for the neighboring peoples. The outcome of the invasion was however far worse than I'd imagined, and now my principal fear is that anti-Western and anti-Democratic thoughts have grown, and will continue to grow, among ordinary people in the Arab world.
I maybe also can say that my understanding of Islam is fairly limited, and unfortunately I feel not inclined to learn much more right now.


